oink oink

ahThan said im no longer piggie...

I'm now a big fat pig >.<

i should control myself!!!

no more supper although i would die of hunger~~

(used too much energy when burning mid night oil i think ~ .___. )

no more roti cheese with condensed milk ,

no more teh tarik...

my weight increase back ~~

haih....susah-susah diet now back to normal pulak !

my emo pets ~

arghhh...whats wrong with them?

-Spikey-

usually he will wake up n come to me when i put the food bowl in ~

but now....put the food in front of him , he also look away ~ why why why?

-MelMel-

she usually will hiss when i go so near to take pic ~

why is she not avoiding me?why why why?

maybe they also know their owner having problems~ so emo bersama-sama

这次，我要坚持我的立场

la ~ la ~ la ~

happy mother's day

这个女人，

在我生命中很重要。。

我对她呢~

有怕，又爱，又气，又尊敬。。

终止就是很复杂 >.<

怕？

怕她发脾气，怕她骂我，怕她的情绪起伏不定。。

爱？

爱她的温柔，爱她的无聊玩笑，爱她的全部全部~

气？

气她每次说“我在这个家没地位”

气她不爱自己的生命。。

气她说我们不把当妈咪看待~

尊敬？

尊敬她的智慧，尊敬她的能干。

她对我们的付出，努力，关爱，教育。。

我都很珍惜，很想对她说“我爱你”

可是没次都讲不出口。。怕她会取笑我~

所以。。我好像没有亲口对她说过

“我好爱你哦，抱抱！”

妈咪，

不要再说自己不重要了，

你的生命不是那么廉价的。。

你一直都有爸爸，妹妹，啊桂如 和 我永远永远在你身边。。

我们虽然常常弄你生气。。

我们虽然不把家里打扫干净。。

但是我们还是爱着你的！你是我们最伟大的妈咪咧~

放心啦~你老的时候。。我会煮给你吃，给你零用钱，接你住进我家，还有找顾你的。。我不会那么不孝把你送去老人院的！ 真的！

take a break !

every beginning of the semester, 

i will tell myself "NO MORE LAST MINUTE WORK! its suffering"

after so many times telling myself that ~

after 12 semesters in Diploma and Degree...

im still doing last minute work ~

i'm a lazy girl....(i admit!)

i dont enjoy last minute work ,

its not perfect , it sometimes turns out to be rubbish .

i tried to start my assignments and study earlier.

but every time it will stuck at "introduction" page until 4days before the due date.

i need a body massage badly after this ~

Sufen promised me she will give me hand massage.

ahThan says he will sponsor me full body massage +reflexology if i can finish my FYP before him.

*looking for sponsorship* i need facial also ! hehehe.

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phew ...take a break !

2/5/2010

Jamie's birthday cake,choc indulgence was so nice ~

but too bad...she distributed it to her friends, and i cant get any extra slice.

so i asked ahThan to bring me to secret recipe before dinner...

i chose choc banana (????)

(hmm ~ i know its weird...im just like a pregnant lady when doing last minute work.)

(i ate something that i dun like ......chocolate @.@ eewww~~~)

-Chocolate Banana-

ahThan " eat here or take away?"

me "take away la..."

ahThan" eat here la...go find a seat"

me " huh?!" (* so many empty seats..why wanna find seat?*)

ahThan "GO FIND SEAT !"

me "oh ~~" (*frighten..he suddenly turn into monster*) 

(*walk away ~~)

i was o.O when i first saw the cake.

ahThan said "  Its a SIN ! to eat this fattening food.... FAT FAT !"

the waitress look at me at smile......

i wonder if she thinking the same thing or anot?!

nom nom nom nom ......

he likes to surprise me but then tease me at the same time ....

celaka !

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6/5/2010

(its kinda weird ...yea very weird...)

i feel like cooking lunch for ahThan ...

the last time i cooked for him was in February.

when he admitted to hospital ....

i wakes him up ...and told him the good news !
well ~ his expression is o.O ( expected !) 

- i named it "super-duper-yummy-macaroni- 

i prepared all the ingredients by my own ...

i became panic when i on the fire.

it was NOT under control.

ahThan quickly came in and help ~

hmmmm...correction * he came in to cook..i jadi helper*

me " u must love me more ! because i cooked for u"

ahThan opened his mouth and wanted counter back

me" that is why i love you soooooo much...u always cook for me <3"

ahThan *stunned* " hmm~ that was a good answer..."

Nom nom nom nom nom ~~~

Sedap !

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continue ur FYP ! oh ok ~~~ buh byeeee.

FYP

i got 8 months to complete this project..

In this 8 months , i have to..

1. meet the supervisor for at least 6 times.
2. do a proper documentation with at least 15k words
3. do a prototype for my system

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tic..toc...tic..toc...

time flies ~~

only 12 days left !

my progress?

1. i met my supervisor for 3 times. sudah banyak ni...he's not leng cai also.go find him for what ?!
2. documentation = 1k pun takda... can i buy other's ppl FYP?! nyek nyek nyek.
3. prototype? huh? aiyo >.< what is that ?

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im gonna suffer for the next 12 days and complete the FYP!

i aim for .....................PASS!

i dun want more....

>.< when can i stop all these crap? i really dun like my study life.

i want to do what i like !